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it's been a damn long time

Wed, 12 Oct 2005 07:07:29 GMT

wow it's really fucking crazy the difference that a few months can make... and i know i haven't updated this in forever... and nobody will probably ever read this but i don't care. it makes me sick to think about how shitty people really are. the only thing anybody gives a shit about is themselves. basically i've figured it out. all of the people that i used to rely on as "friends" never gave a shit about me. i was a car. or whatever else they wanted to use me for. i mean don't get me wrong. theres' tricia. and page. and yeah.. there's travis. but after them who the fuck do i have. i have my family. and i guess that i should feel so lucky to have those truely awesome people care about me.. and i do... but really. do u know how many "friends" i've lost just over this past summer. my life isn't the same at all. i'm not the same at all. i don't know what to think about anything anymore. and nobody is helping me how i need them to. it seems like i have nothing. and no.. this isn't one of those entries that i always see ppl writing so that people will feel sorry for them. this is just a way for me to let shit out that i have nobody else to say it to.. jsut because i already know how they will all react. goddamn... i'm so sick of all this shit. i want to just run the fuck away. and never come back to this fucking shitty ass town where people have nothing better to do than to fucking talk shit.

guess whose back

Fri, 03 Jun 2005 04:48:25 GMT

so i was thinkin about deletin this thing.. but then i thought.. nah.. why would i do that? this is the place i can wine and bitch about everything.. and it doesn't matter if you want to here it or not.. cause if you didn't then you either wouldn't read it or ure just that damn bored.

so anyways. here it comes.

i've been thinking about EVERYTHING so much lately.... you don't understand.. shits never been this fucked up in my life. but then today i just decided to come home early and "take a night off" to spend time with mah father and it was prolly some of the most fun i've had in ages. which is absolutely crazy. it's like when i'm with my friends i can't just let lose anymore. i'm not having fun. i don't know why.......... it's weird. not all of them. shit seems really weird with heather right now. and page. page is just actually never there.. i never talk to her anymore... i dunno it's strange. and me and tricia are just changing so much. we're both goin ways i never thought would happen. it's so fucking crazy how shit works out. but oh well.. none of that made any sense WHATSOEVER to any of you.. casue i'm retarted and can't get the words out that i'm trying to say lol.

but yeah.. anyways.

don't get me wrong.. not everything has been terrible by any means. let's see here....
(1) I'M FUCKING DONE WITH HIGH SCHOOL FOREVER!
(2) Me trish and page are reunited!
(3) Cece just got a patio home thingy.. and once i turn 17... i do believe me her and adam are going to be roomies :) lol im a dork sorry
(4) I might get a water bed there! i haven't had one of those beasts since i was like 6.. back in the day when i actually still lived with my mom. crazy.

Mon, 25 Apr 2005 21:57:57 GMT

okay so i'm reallll fucking sick of school. and being grounded.

but besides that everythings been awesome!! :)

only like a month left of school...
oh and.... did i mention..... THIS IS MY LAST YEAR!! FUCK YES!!!**hopefully that is
i'm goin to summer school and graduating early. :) i can't wait!

hahah k well i'm out!

oh yes.

Wed, 06 Apr 2005 23:41:38 GMT

it's been a while since i updated. spring break was fucking awesome. it went by wayyy too fast though. i spent the first half at the beach we all went down and stayed in cece's condo. lol it was soo much fun. we came back i think... wednesday.. somethin like that anyways. we just all hung out and what not the rest of break. had a lot of fun! but now we're back at school. bleh. but only like... 30 more days until... SUMMERRRR!!! yay!! i can't wait, this summers gonna be awesome. anyways everythings been goin pretty good lately. proms like.. next week. which is crazy. it'll be fun though! :) mkay well i'm gonna go get tan. i love ya'll!!

Sun, 20 Mar 2005 04:36:50 GMT

okay so this weekend's been awesome so far. last night was soo much fun! everybody just chilled at the apartment last night.. it was great. :) and then today i seriously slept the entire day, and finally got up outta heather's bed at like 7 this evening to get a shower and shit lol and then my dad called me and told me that they ended up bein able to find an extra ticket for sale.... so now i get to go to the race with them tomorrow :) yay! i'm so excited! i love goin to races it's soo much fun! lol so then i made the long journey home cause we have to leave here at 7 in the morning.. which is crazy. i think this is the first saturday night i've stayed home that i can remember. it's crazy. not bad though, it's nice to relax. kay well i'm out.. peace :)

whoaa

Wed, 16 Mar 2005 14:05:44 GMT

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Wed, 23 Feb 2005 04:19:02 GMT

wow shit's soo fucked up right now.

bye.

relationships

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 02:45:05 GMT

okay so i've decided that long relationships in high school have got to be the dumbest thing. i mean really, sorry if i "offend" any of you.. but w.e i mean yeah. you can be really really happy for a long time.. but it's just goin to start to go down hill.. get way too serious, you'll get wayy to attached.. and one or the other will end up fucked over. it's completely pointless. i mean c'mon ppl, we're in HIGH SCHOOL. this is supposed to be part of the funnest time of our lives. let loose. just have fun.

kay sorry i'm done now.

anyways had a good day :).
and i'm off to make myself a milkshake.
peace!!

Tue, 25 Jan 2005 02:17:06 GMT

I love pictures :)

old times...

Fri, 21 Jan 2005 03:17:51 GMT

“Tricia, are you sober?” “I AM NOT UGLY”

“I DON’T WANT A FREAK IN THE BED… why would you want a freak in the bed anyways?”

Sittin on seat buckles after hours, EVANS!!!

Cheerin stunts.. over the barb wire fence….. and those damned gas stations being closed.

After hours in general.

Bad bananas…. Hahaha

Trish… it’s a make you think it run!

And who could forget the classic “bowling alley fall”???

Cosmo parties at pages.

Anna asks mr. mustard “wow you drive a stick??” he replies “YUP. Wanna touch it??”

page... walmart... enough said.

O’charleys waiter “I’m gonna pretend I didn’t see you drink that shit”

Ridin the spinny ride all wet… --wow that ones really an old one

Sleepover in jessee’s mom’s bed… not to mention the coke dealer makin the special trip for our popsicles…

Coke dealer asking to get my number…. And then pulling out a condom for me to write it on….

God there’s so many more… and yeah most of u reading this are like wtf?? But yeah… wow those were the best times ever :( i miss those days.

anyways.

Tue, 18 Jan 2005 01:51:23 GMT

had a good long weekend :).
A lotta stuff happened....
but nothing too important.
besides that...
Me and will broke up.
It was basically mutual though.
and we're still friends.
so it's cool.
besides that nothin important really happened.
:) have a wonderful week!!!

Wed, 12 Jan 2005 04:56:52 GMT

so i just got off the phone with will :). everythings goin good with that. but tricia and chris broke up today :( and heather and tyler broke up :(. everybodies breakin up. scary.... yeah but anyways.

last weekend was really cool. leanne hung out with us friday night. that was cool! :) she's so awesome! and then saturday me and tricia and heather all just slept the ENTIRE day then finally got up and out of bed and got ready and went over to tyler's for a lil while. that was cool i suppose. then sunday we all went and saw white noise. it was okay. darkness was way better but yeah.

school sucks. this week is goin by sooo slow. but we got report cards today.... 2 a's and 2 b's.. my best report card ever :). that makes me happy.

kay well i'm out. hope everyone has a wonderful weekend!!

Wed, 05 Jan 2005 00:37:24 GMT

this winter break was really the best ever. i'm really sad that it's over... like i'm actually down about it. lol.... and school :( ugh.... oh well! this school years already half over.... crazy... but anyways i'm off.

had a crush on uncle jesse, loved spice girls, hanson & the macarena when they first came out, used scrunchies as hair ties but also as a bracelet & you felt stylish, had a crush on ether JTT, leonardo dicaprio or devon sawa, thought zack morris was way cuter than slater, TGIF was the highlight of your week, used to say "boom boom boom lemme hear ya say way-o", loved 90210, had the dylan barbie & thought it was hot, owned any plaid clothing, thought cory & topanga were destined to be together, used to collect pogs but didnt play with them, remember watching blossom & drooling over joey, & wondered what sign ace of base was talking about.

Fri, 31 Dec 2004 04:34:06 GMT

wow winter break's been awesome! :) i've spent most of it with the lovely heather. who's now in the hott quad... yes it's true... lol. but um.. i got a ticket today and that really sucksss....... haven't broken the news to my dad yet but yeahh. it's been great besides that! i never wanna go back to school. oh well.. yeah so... i'm gonna go. bye!

kay so um... new lj. you like?